Waiting for An Unsure Decision, uhmmm..

You know the feeling when you want to write something on your blog and then you erase the words back because you know when you have written it, your secret would be revealed. It's like you wanna scream aloud but you have cough, you can't even just speak. Meh.

I need something privacy where I can throw-out all the things in my head, a place where I can write anything I want to and don't have to worry about what people think about. But here, everybody's fussy. They talk a lot. Or is it just about the courage that I don't have enough. I don't know.

It's all about making decision, whether you're brave or not.

This is a really hard time for me, I'm just not so brave enough to do the thing that cross in my mind, I'm scared to see the result, and I'm more scared to imagine what will happen next.

You know, something negative sometimes can bring happiness to people.